I don't hear u ..

I'm being to afraid to move forward... to have what i should have.. to gain what i can gain....  I am afraid about what people will say .. will criticize me ... i just can't hear them ... it will make me down ....... it will make me change my mind ..not to become what i want ... and make my decision goes wrong too ... it is worse right ? More than what i can think .... so, i decide to not hear what everyone will say ... and continue what i am decided for ... by keep it a secret ... but i dont know if what i'm doing right now is right or wrong .... how arrogant i am .... not want people know yours but still confuse about your decision.... Ya Allah .. please help me ....to make a right decision .....

Aku wish i could forget it

Taktahu lah kenapa aku mcm gini  ... sedih dah bertempat... Aku tak tahu apa yang aku sedih kan ... Aku xtau apa yg aku patut buat   . Sedih sangat  .....
So, i decide to talk to someone .... doing things that i always do... wechat, twitter, facebook, instagram ... it doesn't mean i want everyone to know i am sad right now.. but its just a way for me to get better ... to remove this unreasonable sadness.... i'm tired... so tired ... it has been a day since i felt sad... i talk to my friend...they talking rubbish .. i get angry .. i do feel another emotions when i talk to others... and that's a bit better .. than feel sad... angry is better than sad.... so, iy just happen that way  .. i dont know...
I wish i could run away from this sadness..

Reaaly need to go... i wish i could finish my word..but next time i think ..

Sorry ..

Aku sedih sangat dengan kawan aku yg sorang tu ..... dia takde kesempatan nak sambung belajar sedangkan dia nak sangat belajar.... Aku tak tahu apa akan jadi kat dia... tapi aku betul2 harapkan yang terbaik utk dia... selama ni, aku pk diri sendiri je   ... aku xfikir yg dia dia perlukan seorang kawan.. kawan yg boleh bantu dia utk capai hajat dia.... dia perlukan bantuan... sekarang ni... aku xtau aku boleh tlg dia ataupun tak ..... Aku nak dia tau yg aku syg dia sgt2 ... aku betul2 rasa bersalah sbb tak ada saat  dia perlukan aku ....... post dia kat fb, yg buat aku sedar btape kejamnye aku pada dia ...
Su ..... i'm sorry .... :'(

Pspm 2

Baru habis exam BI paper 1.. seram lah esok nye exam ... Bi paper 2 and math paper 1... kedua2nya subjek yg agak tough ...... susah2.... xley cakap susah   .. kene ckp senang  ........... hehe... Ya Allah, permudahkan jgn sulitkan ..... aminn