Dua characters

Aku ada dua watak kot... the one who is really shy, quiet girl... and the other one is really talkative, funny girl...
I wanna be myself ! But both are myself.....
I used to be a quiet girl... but then, i become a very talkative one.
And now... my two personality happen both ... i don't know what happening to me... ya, it's really normal ... maybe i just can't find friends that really match with me... not because of those are bad.. they're good enough... but aku tak ngam dgn mereka.... sangat..

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Okey.. nanti dulu cite pasal u k...
Sekarang ni , i feel very very down... just becaise i can't speak english.... and having so nervous when public speaking, people do look down upon me... they look very down... hurmm.... i'm tired.. all of my life.. people do look me like that..... I want someone near me, understand me....
I wanna control my nervousness.. I want to having such a great time here... I wanna have my confidence... i know they are very2 clever.. compared to me.. nothing.. hey, it just because biology is not my profession... i do love it, but i don't like it... My brain, my soul, my heart are not in biology.. I love mathematics... .  If they are in my place, i'm sure they are not good enough actually... berlagak je lebih... and i hate those people... mentang2 lah u guys expert on what we are learning right now... uolls boleh cakap lah... stand right there... I will stand up and go to the front of u... don't look down  upon me.. I'll show u the great Syahira who are standing just behind u ....

Abang saye . .

Aku ada seorang kawan ... dia tinggi ... gentleman orangnye.. aku Suka sikapnya .. aku suka kawan dengannya .... Aku gembira bile dengannya .. Aku sayang kat dia .  aku respect dia as my own brother .... Aku happy bile dgn dia.. Dia caring , penyayang , baik ,. Mesti dia sayang aku as adik dia jugak kan ? Malangnya, kita bakal jarang berjumpa starting today ....... Cyra sedihh laa.. nak beepisah dgn dia .. abg kesayangan ..
But, Hopefully, we will meet again, brother . I need u . If I have a brother, I want a brother just like u . I love u .

Ego? Not sure .

Kalau ego terlalu tinggi .... Nak mengaku sayang pun susah ...
Masih main tarik tali ...
Apalah aku niyh .
Maybe sebab ,, aku tak ready ..
And masih mengharapkan suatu cinta yg tak pasti daripada seseorang .....