I don't hear u ..

I'm being to afraid to move forward... to have what i should have.. to gain what i can gain....  I am afraid about what people will say .. will criticize me ... i just can't hear them ... it will make me down ....... it will make me change my mind ..not to become what i want ... and make my decision goes wrong too ... it is worse right ? More than what i can think .... so, i decide to not hear what everyone will say ... and continue what i am decided for ... by keep it a secret ... but i dont know if what i'm doing right now is right or wrong .... how arrogant i am .... not want people know yours but still confuse about your decision.... Ya Allah .. please help me ....to make a right decision .....