I am a little Mermaid

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I want to trust him ... Maybe some might think that i am blind because I already been fooled by him ... but the fact is.. He's not lying.. He's telling the truth.. the truth that hurt me.  But i never blame him.. tak bermakne if dia cakap mcm tu, kami perlu lupekan perasaan masing2... I just love him so much... so, i can't think properly ... Seriously, I am missing him so much... i can see him.. but i can't talk with him ..i can walk beside him, but i cant hold him .. Am i really become a shadow ? Now i am realized, I am not cinderella that lived happily ever after .. i am a little mermaid who finally become a bubbles and have been disappeared from his sight... :-(